I really haven't posted anything in a long time, but i really don't think very many people read it anyway so really it's just for me :) . Im sitting up in bed trying to figure out what I can do at 11pm at night to try and distract me from everything else going through my head! If only i had fallen asleep 10 mins earlier i would not have gotten this text from katherine and been able to sleep tonight. " My water ruptured this evening and now we are at the hospital just waiting for baby Kate to make her appearance!"
I really didnt realize how nervous I am to have this baby until i got that text from her. Kit you probably have no idea that for some odd reason the birth of little kate is making me so anxious and nervous. Ill forgive you though cause im sure you aren't exactly enjoying every moment of what you are experiencing right now either.......(can't wait though!) I can't quite tell if i am scared for Katherine or for myself but i really cant sleep and feel physically nauseaous! Is that weird or motherly instincts kicking in? I really cant wait to see both of our little girls! I just have to be a little more patient to see jer and I's precious little one.....which we all know is going to be a challenge for me!
So lately i am really anxious for this baby to be here so i have decided that im going to do a couple things a week to take my mind off the fact that these last 7 weeks are taking forever! So i made jer his very own changing pad and diaper/wipe holder. Little does he know he WILL be using it.....haha! It turned out really cute....probably because it didn't take very long.
So we still have so much to do but i at least feel like i can wait to do anymore until after my shower on June 4th! And by this wednesday Grandma Harding will be in town and im hoping that she wants to help. Thanks so much to my mom who basically painted anything in this room that is white, while i sat in the shade drinking water! I really am not good with long projects....thanks mom!
We went to the law's cabin a few weeks ago with the young's family and Jeremy's family and this is the only pic i have (photo credits to Amber). It was really fun getting to know the young's better. We hardly ever spend time with them and i had a ton of fun, even though i really couldn't do anything. Lori and Shelley did get me to get on the horse and walk me around ( which is huge im really really afraid of horses, they are really big and strong animals). Jer and i went on a nice quad ride which lasted for like 5 mins but i still went :)
I know this pic looks a little creepy but i think its cute that she has her hands up by her face. We had another ultrasound at 26 weeks ( i dont have pictures posted yet) and she is doing the same thing with her hands up by her face. We also double checked that she is in fact a girl at that appointment. Jer was quite concerned at the first ultrasound because they would tell him that she was 100% girl, but we got a clear pic and the 2nd one.
So i know that no one really enjoys these pictures except the mother of the child, but i want to make sure that i have then documented somewhere because knowing me im sure i will loose them.
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